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| Friday, June 24th, 2005 |
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    We love you Huey. You may have left this world, but you will never leave our hearts. |
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| Friday, May 6th, 2005 |
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| Rawr... if anyone wants to find out what's going on with me, just check my livejournal. | ||
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| Monday, April 11th, 2005 |
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ok, i took some self portraits the other day. so, i post them here. that's my story to tell. sorry about the bad capitilization, i have a bird on one hand. ( Read more... ) |
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| Tuesday, April 5th, 2005 |
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I'm supposed to be writing a story right now, but I have writers block and mucus dripping out my nose (i'm sick) so I figure maybe updating this ol' thing will help with the writers block part. A kleenax will help with the other. Let's see, what's been going on with my life... I had spriong break last week, where I did absolutely nothing but take pictures and sleep. I didn't see anyone. This makes me a sad kitten, but oh well. No one loooooooooooooooooooves me! Everyone hates me! I might as weeell gooo eaaaat woooooooorms! Execpt I'm vegitarian, so I won't. I'm strange. I'm doing a photo essay on hands and kitties right now. I'll see if I scan them in... |
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| Thursday, February 10th, 2005 |
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Lalalala... Valentines Day is just around the corner, dropping by to say hello! It also wants to know who will be Laurelin's valentine. Not Jon Leyden, gorgeous emo drama geek of the century, he's out of my league. Me being Miss. Ugly Pants and confidence not being my forte. YOU will be my valentine! Yes you! With full access to my hot body, steamy moves, and uh, general hottness! All this for only ::big breath:: alltheclothesthatiwantcdskittenspuppiesc Aplly here! Leave a comment! |
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| Sunday, January 9th, 2005 |
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Googlism for: laurelin laurelin is een kleine laurelin is a small laurelin is a pretty shy girl laurelin is helpless laurelin is the name of one the two trees of valinor laurelin is always ready for fun laurelin is also the site of the cherry hill seminary and the host of many pagan gatherings laurelin is captured and taken to the iron tower laurelin is a perfect combo that makes this ship rank among the best in bridge commander laurelin is about 5'4'' but her thinness tends to make her seem taller laurelin is living in ashland oregon laurelin is a noldor elf laurelin is in the fed tng section for your downloading pleasure laurelin is not dressed as a vowsister laurelin is waiting for access to the local library laurelin is a captain laurelin is getting out of the bag laurelin is rumored to have committed suicide to permanent death laurelin is in full bloom laurelin is also highly prized for its wood laurelin is here laurelin is beaming laurelin is the younger of the two trees of valinor |
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| Saturday, December 25th, 2004 |
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Christmas Morning was fun! I woke up reeeally early with butterflies saying "it's christmas! wake up!" fluttering around in my gut. I jumped on my sisters bed, like the obnoxious little sister that I am, until she woke up and went to get our presents with me. My parents were already up, and we ate chocolate cranberry orange muffins while we opened our presents. I gave my family... Mother dearest: Three photographs I made with decorated frames by moi! Daddy: A red fuzzy sweater Sister: Ugly yarn (she wanted ugly yarn to make ugly hats) I recieved... A kitty hoody (WAY better then Annie's =P) 2 pairs of Kitty mittens handmade by mummy Socks! A kitty scarf (noticing a theme, here?) Grumpy bear plushie! Chicago DVD Sooo much stuff. I'm spoiled. But I like it ::materialisem:: |
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| Friday, December 24th, 2004 |
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| Saturday, October 16th, 2004 |
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 Your boobs are Sweet Strawberries!They might not be THAT big, but they sure are the sweetest thing. Guys like to lick them and see how your nipples harden. If you ever feel ashamed of your little ones, don't be! Remember that strawberries are usually everybody's favorite -- they should be yours too. What Fruit Do Your Boobs Resemble? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva |
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| Thursday, October 14th, 2004 |
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It's so weird... I could have caused people so much pain. I could have had my name announced on the loud speaker, with Mr. Neary sounding all serious, asking for a few moments of silence, saying that there is a counsling room waiting if you need it. Or would people have even noticed? Would they make jokes about me, and talk about how stupid suicide is. It feels so selfish to be talking about myself right now, but I guess it just hit a spot inside me. I really miss Annie a lot. I'm not sure it's hit me yet, that she's dead, and i won't be able to talk to her, or hug her, or see her walking down the walls with her cocky smile and bowler hat. It's too late to comfort her. I'm planning on holding a pagan memorial service in a park for her. I'll be making arrangments soon, and anyone who is touched by this is welcome. Suicide is a serious matter, and those who contemplate it, or actually do it, are not stupid, or taking the easy way out. The're just people, like you and me, dealing with so much pain that it drowns out all the happiness.... Anyone who wants information on suicide, and how to talk to people who are contemplating it, just ask me and i'll give you a ton of resources. Please don't be so judgemental and insensitive, it hurts more then you can ever guess. |
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Hi guys! Sorry I haven't updated for forever and a day, but life has been busy, and not terribly happy. One of my friends at school killed herself tuesday... so I'm really sad. Her name was Annie Leoni, and she was a beautiful witch baby, with sad hazel eyes and shaggy black hair. she always wore a bowler hat. she was incredibly intelligant, and frustrated with how stupid people are. The sweetest thing you ever laid eyes on. She was constantly teased about her sexual orientation, and she stopped coming to school because of it. Her stones of life have been lifted away, and she's flying now. We all love you Annie. |
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| Wednesday, September 15th, 2004 |
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In case any of you loyal fans out there have forgotten, today, the 15th is my 15th birthday. SO… Happy birthday to me! Happy birthday to meee! You look like a cheese bomb! And you smell like one too! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO GO MEEEEEEEEEEE!! 15 YEAAAAAAARS!! I’M OLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLD!!! My birthday so far has been awesome. I got many hugs from my loyal fans at school, and I had all my fun electives. Photo was wonderful, I was appraised for my photo analysis, and I went into the dark room for the first time. No hanky panky happened =P. Unfortunately, when I was fixing my film, I last track of how long the film was in the fixer. I looked at the film briefly. It seemed all right, but I won’t know for sure until I develop it onto photo paper on Friday… rawr! Creative Writing was a joy, as always. We did a word collage with words and phrases clipped out of magazines, and our usual free write, journal entry, idea pool stuff. I love that class. It really helps my creative juices flow. Spanish, we had a test (which I aced!) and a group project due. Each group of 4 got a Spanish speaking country to research, and cover all the information that was in the book, while adding your own ZING! On Monday, I was assigned Mexico with 4 other people. Seeing that the rest of my group were a bunch of giggling idiots, who had no interest at all in doing a good job on this, I poked them a little bit by organizing the Mexico facts by writing down to of the facts in the books on cards and putting a little star on the side saying” GROUP PROJECT! DUE WEDNSDAY!” I asked them to research the two subjects and find more details and interesting facts on them. At Spanish class today, we had some time to prep our oral report. Of course, the others didn’t do a THING. Some even lost the cards I gave them, so they didn’t know what subjects they were talking about. They couldn’t even cover the basics! Since this affected my grade, I was mildly peeved that I did ALL the work, and they didn’t do a THING. After we gave our report (rather, I read my part, and the others stammered and giggled) I told my teacher didn’t do any work at all, and she said since I did such a fantastic job on my parts (religion in Mexico, and Mexican Government) that I would get an A, regardless of my groups’ lousy performance. They all failed. HAH, take that… I hate group projects. Now I’m sitting at home typing this, and about to start on my English homework. Lalala… |
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| Friday, September 10th, 2004 |
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Lalala… School has been fun academically… socially, well… not so good. I’ve been feeling out of place. I ate lunch alone today, looking like a loser with my lunchbox and green beans. Sigh, I feel like I have no friends I can really relate to anymore. Kelly is not coming back for a very long time. Her parents have sent her to a troubled teen boarding school in Connecticut. I just found out yesterday, she left me message on the phone. She was crying… she said she’d call me back, but I’ve gotten no call. I was distraught, and still am. My best friend is gone. I’m alone. No one loves this bitter soul… Well, at least my classes have been fun, except math, cause, well, it’s math. Self-explanatory. Rawr. Spanish we still have a sub. English is fun, except it’s filled with stupid people. Same with, well, all of my classes except Creative Writing. Lala… Gonna try to be positive now, at least my homework is done. |
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| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
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Whoot, school for da Laurelin! My first day of public high school was pretty slinkster cool. So, for my loyal friends, I present a summary of my first day! Orientation was lame and boring. A bunch of “Welcome to Clayton Valley High School! You’re expected to have the best behavior, join sports teams, yadda yadda ya, I’m trying to reach these kids butI don’t know how, stop talking, we can do this the easy way or the hard way, I’m a poo!” At least I could doodle… My creative writing class is just plain awesome. Ms. Sundling is creative, firm, understanding, and all fun and enthusiastic. Most of the other students have thought bubbles over their heads saying, “Man, I can’t believe I’m stuck in creative writing, this is so gay!” I wonder if my writing will look fantastic compared to theirs. I can’t wait to start writing! ::spins around in her chair:: Photography we just went over all the “no hanky panky in the dark room!” stuff. Mr. Hagerstrand did briefly go over some of what we would be learning this year. Yaaaay!! It’s gonna be so wonderful! Spanish, we had a sub because of some family emergency with Ms.Ledesma. Ms.Sub was unclear in her directions… and a bitch. And doesn’t speak Spanish. She just made us fill out the “ice breaker” cards, and write about why we’re taking Spanish, why it’s important to learn Spanish, all that shit. She wrote the questions on the board in abc style, so I answered the questions in abc style. When she collected the cards she screamed at everyone for not following her directions, she wanted us to write in paragraph form, nyaaaaaaaah!! She never said she wanted us to write In paragraph form! Grr, I can’t wait till my Spanish teacher comes back… English was fabulous; Mr. MChesney is baby fresh out of college, all fresh and young. Not worn down from years of abuse. He has music posters all over his classroom (all good bands) and he basically did the same “no swearing, no gum, no homophobia” kind of stuff. He has cool teacherness written all over him, though. World History with Mr.Perriera is all young and fresh too. Looks like it’ll be kind of interesting… Math with Mr. Harris was kind of fun, we got the usual “no hats, ect…” and we had to write a paragraph on our math history, how we learn best, all that. He seems like a firm, yet clear and understanding teacher. He looks like Santa Claus; he has a red face, a white beard, chubby. He’s just not jolly. He’s the Santa Claus of math, sliding down children’s binders, slipping knowledge of math into their minds. As far as social stuff, I was dragged around by various friends of my sisters, showing me around and such. I seem to belong ok >^^< I’m sleepy! ::yawn:: I’m gonna head to bed now folks! |
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| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 |
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Meow meow, I’m a stinky little kitten! I should take a shower, but I have to update this thang for all my loyal fans. Last Wednesday was CVHS registrations walk through. I had my picture taken, got my class schedule and waited in line FOREVER. I saw some of my old friends from middle school, and creepy stalker boy ::Shudders:: it was fun being around people again >^^< Uh, Friday I had music lessons, and then I went to starbucks and drank a mocha frapp. Fun. Saturday I helped my Grandpa clean out his house. He has a new girlfriend, and they’re getting married, so the house has to be, uh, decent. It has a lot of jack in the box closets, and things that haven’t been moved or cleaned since grandma got sick. Sunday I napped and helped clean out the house. Did some sewing. Monday, uh, was Monday. Tuesday, I had a meeting with the school counselor who put me on the 504 plan, changed my schedule, and made sure I had an emergency escape plan. I have to meet with all my teachers on Tuesday so they know I’m special and shit. Whoopy… Wednesday, I hung out with Linzy, Shanny, and Shane. We had an adventure! I saw the albino woman for the first time, and went into a bar! Then I went home and slept. Thursday, absolutely nothing happened. My brain is tired and bored (oh yeah, I was diagnosed with ADD, how fun!). Bleaugh, sleep. |
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| Friday, August 27th, 2004 |
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| Tuesday, August 24th, 2004 |
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Meow meow, my weekend was highly uneventful, no fun at all! Just hung around the house, being violently horny =P Saturday… just ugh. I went to get my kitty mary janes stretched, then paddled my way over to the thrift store, where I found (and bought) a striped Graham Norton chic blouse (IE: Stereotypical gay boy blouse) and uh, a lot of ugly pantsuits. Then I went home and moped. Sunday, I went over to my preschool, expecting to be teaching alone that day. (I was told the week before that I was going to be on my own) However, an adult “teacher” was already there, as well as a few other teen volunteers. so we trudged through our lesson on trees with only a few minor incidents (one involving an ink pad and new carpet, cringe) and sent the little tots on their way out the door and onto the playground. After which, I went into the Con room, as there was a con that weekend. Man, as soon as I opened the door, WHOOOOOSH!! The con smell! Ugh… butt, three days without a shower, hormones, and who knows what else. Of course, they all ran up to hug me, so I was encased in armpit sweat stink, and my usual vanilla aroma was ruined by con stench. Rawr! It was fun seeing em all though, they’re all happy and fun! Except Bennett, because I hate you =P Monday, uh… I slept in late, and then I ate some Panda Puffs. Then I took a shower. First, I get wet all over with hot water. Then, I shampoo my hair and wash my face. Rinse. Then I put the conditioner in my hair, and scrub all over. Rinse with cold water. Turn off water. Get out of shower. Dry Off. Baby oil all over body. Deodorant. Underwear. Bra. Shirt. Pants. Necklace. Perfume. Brush hair. Make-up. THEN I’M ALL READY FOR THE DAY… in which I do nothing =P Tuesday, I’m writing this entry at 1am, and I’m planning today. I think I’ll get ready for school in the day, then belly dancing, then sleep. Good day… Brush teeth. Floss. Mouth Wash. Pajamas. Bed. Read. Turn off light. Sleep. |
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| Thursday, August 19th, 2004 |
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Rawr, remind me again why I haven't shaved my head... ::pulls out hair:: Today was ok, I mostly just sat around playing with Tevin and practicing piano. I'm reeeeeeeeeally lonely though... ::needs a good snuggle:: Tomorrow, piano and voice lesson... then free time... ::coughpleasesnugglemecough:: I'm working on a halter top, and some school girl skirts. It's fun... Sku, Diana and Nick came over yesterday. They brought Sir Tevin a grape calcium treat. He bites it, rawr! School starts in a couple weeks... mrrow. Bye y'all! |
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| Wednesday, August 18th, 2004 |
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I stepped on the scale today. 108.5 Then I peed. Back on the scale. 107. I've never weighed this much before =( Long story short, I took a clonopin, which is like an instant anti-anxiety pill, and I'm starting to feel a little better. I mean, it's better to be in recovery... but, gah. This is so scary. I think I'm going to make another 100 reasons to live list. Yeah, these past few days have been hard. Just really lonely. Nervous about school starting soon. Mum says I can't listen to my music in here, she has a headache. She's very angry with me, because I'm a lousy spoiled brat who she never should have had anyway I'm just going to die i'm a horrible waste of life...whoo, going to go nap now ::pats self:: Sorry guys... |
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sad.
accomplished.
annoyed.
cynical.
chipper.
sleepy.
curious.